Unrequited Love: A Past Life Healing

I knew him in another time

across the line

between now and then

backwards when

he was a scout

and I a maiden

culture laden

nature driven

wild grass growing and winds blowing

I seem to have inside my cells

deepest feelings in the deepest wells.

So now another life has passed

I look back in the looking glass

and that young ‘innocence’

has come to be

healed I see

that I did my all

to heal

in ways I never had revealed

and ways I knew not how or why

I was led to lead and try

I was back to hoping for

more expression than the world before.

But as it is and again seems

the young maiden was the active link

as an enticement in this life

presented lessons and reasons for

real expression leading to

the deeper knowing of the depths of you.

I said what I did for you

to help induce a big breakthrough

but I feel until you passed

you did not realize the love that lasts.

So as my life beckons

me to flow like a river

and grow like the grass

and follow the labyrinth

to the lasting centre

I will let you go higher home

and I move on from the plains we roamed.

I have calls to the wider world

and time is now to let that girl

fill her heart with warmth and smiles

bring delight and lightness in

and here I am to Begin.

May I hold my heart always open

may I bring my feet to walk more trails

may I wave to nature and smile to love

may I surrender all to skies above

may Earth and Heaven

river and wind

heal within and open to

what I left behind with you.

 

A Past Life Healing, written on September 2, 2015.

This is somewhat of a Part 2 to the verse

I wrote on April 25, 2015, which is The Part 1, 

posted here on Come Blossom Come Fruit 

under the title of “I Weep. I Weep for the Men”