Thursday, October 10, 2013

You Will Always Be Lovely

Graceful and gentle, silky and soft,
athletic with speed
and surely the need for nurture,
nourishment and love,
and knowing how lovely I knew you were,
and knowing, our bond was as deep as the sea
helps me in knowing, In Spirit you’re free.

And in my room, where I write everyday
I play my guitar in a tentative way.
In the dark nights of your illness,
and fractures of sleep,
I remember the lullaby I sang to your soul
as I laid down your weary tune
and I knew, it was ‘time’,
to carry your small body over the line.

And as I lay weeping
my tears into foam,
the magpies not sleeping,
had weary calls of their own,
I knew, as I held you to the end of ‘our time’
the strings played a melody
which would call me to you
and ladybirds, frogs, and butterflies say,
‘There is no such place as far away’.
 
Here in my world, in a mysterious way,
I hear flowers blooming and watch,
as they say,
Love in the world,
whether seen, or unseen,
is as beautiful now as it ever has been,
and over in spirit, in indescribable light,
all hearts softly open
like silk through a rainbow,
and all that I see is all that you know.

Written, For Poppy, on September 19, 2013
with a beautifully fragrant Vibernum Carlessi flower.

2 comments:

  1. Absolutely beautiful Bee. Such profound depths of connection. Thankyou xx

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    1. Thank you. This form of writing is very healing for my emotional being, as the verses come to me so easily, and are written down quickly. So when I read quietly to myself or type my journal notes, I too am in tears and releasing cycles of grief. Honestly, my Vale To Poppy series of writings kept coming, so September found me weeping like never before.
      Bee xx

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