The Healing Wisdom of Parodox

It comes to me

to help me see

with my auto-immunity,

the attack I felt

in painful cells,

was here to teach me,

here to tell,

that in all the years

I felt misunderstood

by many I knew along the way,

the greatest truth,

which came today,

is all along,

in my DNA.

I was the centre

of my dis-ease within,

as I gave my power away

because I misunderstood

my role in everyway.

I am here to live in peace,

to believe myself

and share my heart,

but loving me

must be where to start.

So along my way,

in how I went,

I did my best to fit-in with life

but I hid myself

in a protective way

to follow the pattern

laid out each day.

And deep inside

I felt swept along,

washed by waves to belong,

drenched by floods,

overwhelmed with outside plans,

so my legs were racing,

I always ran.

There was a paradox in my life

such wisdom which I came to see…….

I felt so misunderstood

because I misunderstood myself.

Truth is true.

Never fear or defend.

Be the peace in your life.

Faithfully accept the guiding light.

Of course, now I know that I am whole,

I blend with you,

I know myself,

I live my life with constant truth,

my cells are happy,

my times are joyful.

I understand that I am Love

and I am protected from above.

Never any need to attack myself,

to feel outside looking in,

I’m here within in every minute,

I am my life

and live within it.

Yes I do now feel peace,

accepting every cell I am

and listening,

following my higher call

to write my verses

and share with all.

My verses heal me

as I hope they do

give others hope to follow through

and bring joy  into each new day

and love yourself

as you are this present,

each miracle which comes along

will show you that we all belong……

We all need to know ourselves as love and light,

let faith and hope and grace prevail,

and life will shine

as it has for me,

you never know who’s there inside,

release the past

and love your life.

I gave myself some learning hurdles

and now I know why we live,

we live to love

we live to Trust

that all we ever, really need

is belief to know we’re already whole

and love to share with every soul.

(I am always inspired by “A Course In Miracles”)